AMAZING HEALING

AMAZING HEALING (in dedication and thanks to Jason P)

Hello all, I thought I’d take the time and share a wonderful experience…through the eyes of my perception…

Here is the post from Facebook that inspired it all….

Duncan   Roads

2:23am Sep 12

Huge parts of southern California and west Arizona are reporting the smell of sulfur everywhere, starting a day or so ago. Also reports of sinkholes, water table level changes, and mud geysers. Anyone reading this who is in those areas – I’d like to learn more. Comment here and/or email me: editor@nexusmagazine.com

As I now live in the desert I decided to responded to this request with my experiences…

At the time the  desert had been unusually humid, and we experienced what they call a swarm of earthquakes in Imperial Valley which is roughly 45 miles from Palm Springs…I felt the larger ones, note the plural, as there were two quakes over 5.0 in a three hour period as well a many small ones occuring one right after the other.  Then we experienced this noxious smell of sulfur which had the desert talking for days.  Apparently those smells extended north to Fresno, south to San Diego and east to Phoenix.  The smell was being linked to the Salton Sea, but over a period of many years, no one had experienced the odors to be so intense and last for the length of time they did this year.  On August 30th my area experienced a flash flood again, wreaking havoc for the park I happen to live in and my lot as well.

This questions posed by Duncan as well as the numerous responses he was receiving brought me to wonder what was really happening here, then I realized I needed to take action and do a sound healing for the desert.  My thoughts were supported by several people I happen to hold in high regard and the decision was made.  I do sound healings everyday that are for the universe in general, but I felt that it was important to do something more direct and focused for the desert…

Thursday, the 4th of October, a friend of mine, who was picking up his new drum decided to go with me to the desert and do a healing.  We drove up to a place above the desert and started with a meditation and then began to drum…As always my eyes were to the heavens, but we were very close to civilization and there were many city lights, not to mention the air traffic over Palm Springs.  I must tell you I never knew the flight plan of so many airlines crossed over my abode…yet to my surprise the sky opened and I was being visited by my galactic brothers and sisters once again…They were heeding our call for assistance and working with us to lay a foundation of supportive healing; first for the desert then mankind and the universe…

The beings were spinning and sending laser like lights to our blessed Gaia, their energy was spinning in sacred geometric forms while they sent laser beams to earth…It was like in the old days when they had those spotlights that would send beams out into the universe to promote a big opening of  some kind of major event.   The beams would expand as they went higher and when they had two lights the beams would at some point cross…This is as close of a description I can give you of what the beams looked like that they were sending to earth.  I must say it was an experience to witness.

There are times when I wish the world could see what I can see, and last night was no exception…as I so wished my friend could see, yet at that moment he was unable to go beyond the veils but still was ever so trusting in my description and with love and faith worked with me with his intention and his energy; collaborating with me in bringing in a healing energy I feel was vital for the work being done…I feel strongly the healing was as powerful as it was because of our collective participation…

We both opened our hearts with a request that the highest and best interest of all be served in the healing we were asking to take place…and the intention went out, the drumming went out, my sound went out and a foundation of healing was created…so I choose to thank you dear spirit as I am very aware I could not have done it alone…

I would like to do another healing with more people to bring a greater energy to the process…and I will keep you posted on that…but for now the process has begun…I will continue to send sound out into the universe in love and support for the divine plan and ask that you also send your love, prayers and sound as well.

When I arrived home, I was in need of sleep…and not because the work took anything from me, but from what I received in return from mother earth and from my brothers and sisters in the galactic realm. It is so wonderful to realize that in the process of giving we are also receiving. I can feel the power of the energy I received and have been in process all day…I am also curious to know what is in store for myself as well as for my dear friend who so graciously gave of his time to go with me and participate in this desert healing with a knowing that two people with love and intent can make a difference…I am certain in some way we were both changed forever…

I hope to pull together something more organized for the month of November and will let you all know…For now share your sound, your prayers and your intention to support the process of mankind, the earth and the universe that is presently happening…and share this blog with all your friends on Facebook, Twitter, and email…and would also like to ask anyone receiving this blog that might have an interest in participating in any future healings with the desert and Gaia, to please let me know.  Together we can make a difference…

Please know that at the moment the focus of the healing is with the desert, but the healing extends to all energy forms…

Blessings…

Mary Electra, “Tonal Alchemist”

alchemyinaction@yahoo.com

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KNOW NOW

KNOW NOW

Today I pulled a medicine card as guidance for my day…and I pulled the Crow… and became inspired to write a blog….

I recently wrote a blog on seemingly “Random Occurrences” so I have been paying attention to my life’s seemingly random occurrences…

To preface this decision to post a new blog, it is important to share the things that have lead up to this…For over a month now I’ve been very conscious of my Omni-reality…the nonexistence of what we refer to in this dimension as time…There have been all these events that have been making me feel like I need to scream the unheard scream, express the inexpressible thought but I have held back not because I’m afraid but because WHY???  Yet everywhere I turn the same message feels like it’s being sent to me…especially while listening to several of the Coast to Coast AM programs over the last week  with George Norry  relating to  Consciousness & Physics and Time Travel Explorations in particular and all the shows in general;  a conversation I had with my friend last night and last but not least the medicine card I pulled today…the Crow.  Too many coincidences, not to mention that gut wrenching feeling I have when I need to express something…

What does Crow symbolize?

Here are excerpts from the “Medicine Cards” by Jamie Sams and David Carson.

“Since Crow is the keeper of sacred law, Crow can bend the laws, of the physical universe and “shape shift.”  The ability is rare and unique. Few adepts exist in the today’s world, and fewer still have mastered Crow’s art of shape shifting. This art includes doubling, or being in two places at one time consciously; taking on another physical form,  and  becoming a ”fly on the wall” to observe what is happening far way.”

“Crow is an omen of change.  Crow lives in the void and has no sense of time.  The Ancient Chiefs tell us that Crow see simultaneously the three fates –past, present and future. Crow merges lightness and darkness, seeing both inner and outer reality.”

I have been intellectually conscious that we are living in multiple dimensions since I can remember, and it warms my heart that science is “now” confirming what was just an awareness I felt and in turn bringing awareness to the masses. Yet to be clear the operative word of the above statement was “intellectually” conscious.  Over the last 18 years simultaneous dimensions have been becoming more of a “Knowing” consciousness for me.  I am becoming more and more aware of seeing into other dimensions in my everyday life, and on two separate occasions I traveled into different dimensions I exist in simultaneously with other people, so I am not a stranger to it but these occasions have been brief snippets of OMNI reality in an earth walk that for the most part is considered linear and still attached to time; but a month ago after experiencing a marijuana high, my awareness of the OMNI has been heightened, and it feels like it has been heightened permanently for me in this dimension.  During my drug assisted mind expansion I was conscious of being in four dimensions simultaneously.  My experience and that awareness continue to haunt me; not in a dark way, but with this sense of urgency to share it.  SHARE IT!!!  Share it how???  I am still becoming familiar with it in a deeper knowing way for myself at the same time I am feeling this sense of urgency to share, so its like a double edge sword…I have the awareness but I don’t have the words…and if I find the words, will anyone be able to connect to them, relate to them???   Yet I feel I have been receiving these messages to encourage me to at least attempt to share it so here goes…

The image I received while high was like a film reel (real), with each individual strip of film being a moment in time existing infinitely, and it felt as if it was vibrating faster than light. During all of this I was aware of my existence as light, without a body, as well as being in my present “time” existence with a body and weight.  Being conscious of these two very opposite forms of consciousness was interesting to say the least as they were happening simultaneously not to mention the awareness of two other dimensions and during all of this “experiencing” I was attempting to grock it in my earth walk reality.  Suffice to say there was a lot going on.

I remember sharing my experiences with everyone around me because I was feeling the overwhelming need to “share” but because I was “high” my words were being regarded as such…words of an extremely stoned person…interesting the word “tone” is in the word stoned…and there is also that story about the philosopher’s stone (tone). Perhaps this is where the wisdom rests, but I regress…back to sharing…

During this “high” I was also experiencing other awareness’s, but at the moment I choose to just relate this part of that insightful journey…

In this dimension, we continue to relate to time in the context of past, present and future as it is easier to deal with. The concept that as spirits we exist in simultaneous dimensions and experience all dimensions collectively is more than the density of this dimension seems to allow for at this moment in our “linear” time.   Generally speaking here on earth when we move in and out of dimensions we have what I will lovingly refer to as “selective awareness” that we connect to through our physic abilities, déjà vu, remote viewing and dreams…yet we still seem to relate and express these experiences through the “linear” references of past, present, future…and reincarnation.

In all fairness because of the density of this dimension it is not so easy to relate to our OMNI self, yet  I know the possibility exist, therefore I would love to invite you to stretch yourselves, stretch your consciousness to be able to embrace the totality of the All …that lives within the I….

Perhaps this would be a perfect note to end on, but I am being urged to share another point of view with you regarding our earth walk… and perhaps it is this point of view that is the point of this blog , and perhaps all anyone needs is just a simple awareness of simultaneous dimensions to relate to the concept I am being urged to share.

Earth is a planet of experience…and we certainly do like our experiences or so it seems…and in our earth walk the experiences become our story here…and sometimes these stories are riddled with darkness, and the stories evolve into what the mind perceives to be pain, distress, punishment, anger, yet they are our experiences…which become our perceptions…and then the perceptions become our judgments…and those judgments become our bondage. Often during much of our earth walk we are striving to rid ourselves of the darkness instead of embracing it as part of the journey…we attempt to erase or edit those moments of infinity that we have judged and through the judgment have become enslaved by.  Considering the awareness of simultaneous dimensions; erasing or editing these events is probably an impossible task…however what is not impossible and is probably the most important thing to share with you is:  all we need to do is adjust our point of view…or adjust the filter of light if you’d like to remain metaphoric, then the earth walk becomes more enlightened and as earth beings we become more open; and even though the moments are never erased…we are able to be at ease with them…and they no longer garner the same influence that often consumes so much of our earth walk’s energy…Being aware, embracing the darkness, choosing to adjust the light makes a difference in our perceptions…

How we as earth beings choose to perceive our experiences in this dimension gives real meaning to the concept of “we create our reality”.   It is in our choices that we create….not the moment to moment events but the choices we make relating to those events, we create…yes… “we create OUR reality”.

So I urge you to KNOW NOW – (Know:  Knowledge of Natural OMNI Wisdom…. Now: Natural OMNI Wisdom)

Definition of OMNI from Webster’s New World College Dictionary

Omni:  combining form all; everywhere.

Also see omnific, omnificent, omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscience, omniscient….

Blessing to those who have read this, and thank you for letting me share…

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THOUGHTS ON METATRON

Recent Crop Circle, Wiltshire, UK

Metatron’s Cube-Recent Crop Circle, Wiltshire, UK

Today as I was perusing my Facebook News Feed and several people had posted a crop circle of Metatron’s Cube…
Two things happened for me;  I began longing to go to England for the Crop Circle Season and once again be in the energy of those wonderful “earth art” creations.  I strongly believe the legitimate crop circles are created with sound frequencies, which is another story for another time,  but first my thoughts about Metatron…and the second thing that happened was a searing understanding that I needed to blog my thoughts about Metatron.
For several years now I’ve been aware that many people are channeling Metatron…which in turn heighten my need to understand Metatron.
During my conscious lifetime I’ve noticed that at various times, people seemed to begin channeling energies in a collective manner… For instance in the late 90’s there was a lot of people channeling Mary Magdalene, writing books about Mary Magdalene….and over the past 5 or 6 years I’ve noticed many people channeling the energies of Metatron…
When people were channeling and writing about Mary Magdalene I realized we needed to bring the “Mary Magdalene” vibration in as the universe  was in need of her frequency and it was time for people to embody and embrace that frequency within themselves…and when I started hearing a lot of people channeling Metatron I began to realize the world was in need of Metatron’s vibration….and it was time for us to embrace and embody the frequency he represents.
As I have great affinity with the Magdalene vibration, and have embodied that frequency within me since I was a young child,  so her vibration was already apart of me, but Metatron energy was not so familiar to me…or at least consciously familiar to me.
I did remember becoming acquainted with Metatron back in the 90’s but in honesty, did not put much thought towards it…I can only imagine it was not my time…but over the past 5 or 6 years there has been so much emphasis on Metatron I knew it was time to pay attention.   Metatron was making a statement by being channeled by so many people. I quickly realized I needed to become more familiar with what the Metatron energy embodies…and know the why of its importance now…
Once I researched Metatron, I realized for myself that the sound vibration that surges within me and the energy vibration I tone and have been bringing through since 1999  supports beings in opening the portals to their higher dimensional self and the description of Metatron’s energy was and is about supporting beings in opening their higher dimensional self… I must confess it gave me great sustenance to realize I was in some way keeping pace with the changes we are going through, and in some small way am doing my part in the process of our transition… and that was the end of it, my curiosity had been satisfied..but after seeing the crop circle of Metatron’s Cube online, not to mention I received two independant post relating to that crop circle I knew, without a doubt I needed to open my awareness of Metatron’s significance to others…
We are being supported , through the vibration of Metatron to realize our higher self…we are here…the time is now…we are at the precipice of a major transformation…so I urge you to develop your awareness, become conscious of your own individual understanding of who and what you are…as it is time to share your magic by shining “your” individual light…which ultimately will open the knowing of our connection to source…
The time is now…
I have included some information from the internet for you to review, and I urge you to research Metatron for yourself…but mostly I choose to encourage you to open yourself to the magic that you are.
 Copied from: http://www.wisdomsdoor.com/wb/hwb-arc.shtml
The Archangel who presides over the Sephira Kether. Metatron is one of the two most Godlike Archangels and has no specific day of the week assigned to him. As such, he can be easily called upon at any time. Metatron belongs to the angelic order of the Chai-ot Ha Kah-desh. He usually appears as a young boy or youth. This being is very powerful an his wisdom should never be debated, despite his childlike form. Metatron come to individuals on the verge of a spiritual transformation. he carries with him the power to turn your human self into the divine being you were always meant to be. Seeing Metatron is a powerful vision that should not be taken lightly because he usually comes at a time of great inner change.

Channeling copied from: http://www.star13.us/plan/metatron.htm
Greetings, dear ones. I am the archangel who embodies the highest level of physical existence. This includes what is unknown and unseen at your present conscious level of perception. My energies pervade all of physical existence and serve as what you might call your highest connection into Source. I am a bridge that connects Source and the Creator directly into physical existence. All of you are creators with the Source. You are learning to recognize all of your creative abilities. I can help you to connect into that highest part of yourself which is the clearest aspect of the Source connection or your Source Beingness.
 We of the Angelic Kingdom do not create consciously as humans do. We simply are extensions of Source and we are the Source substance with which you create. Therefore, as creators, you are the ones who direct the use of our energies and you are the ones who decide what we will create within physical existence. We embody Source’s Plan Itself. When you choose to work with this Plan and to utilize It, it is our energies which form your connection into It. Without your decision to utilize what we are and to become a part of this Plan, we remain simply a blueprint or an energy flow which does not connect into anything specific. Without your conscious desire to use our spiritual energies, we remain simply undifferentiated Source substance which has not had the opportunity to become a part of physical existence; our energies are not able to connect into the potentials that are there within physical existence, and they can not help it to bloom, grow and express all that the Creator has chosen to express through it. Without you we cannot participate in the development of your creative opportunities which Source has given you on Earth.

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Metatron’s Cube

Metatron's Cube

Recent Crop Circle In UK of Metatron’s Cube

RANDOM EXPERIENCES???

Of late I’ve been paying attention to my divinely guided random experiences.  My vigilant awareness began after watching 12 episodes of a new television show called “TOUCH” on FOX with Kiefer Sutherland.    

Then I realized I haven’t posted a blog for ages, and I got the sense that it’s probably time and with what better topic.  Since I moved to Palm Springs in February, and it seems as if there is a lot to distract me and its taken a long time for me to settle in.

Life in this dimension has been quite a roller coaster of experiences of late…and in my opinion more so than before if that could even be…yet…on a positive note I do feel I’m dealing with them quite differently now; once I get through the initial shock of the experiences…it seems I’m able to see my “roller coaster” of experiences through different eyes, and it feels like the shift is occurring quickly. I feel the speed of these shifts are due in part to my renewed consciousness of divinely guided random events…

So all you amazing spirits out there, I encourage you to start paying attention to those everyday experiences that appear innocent and by chance…pay attention to how they unfold and where the threads of those events lead you,  even if the event seems to turn your world upside down.

 I realize time seems to be passing quickly, and life is filled with everyday chaos…but…still…take a moment to breathe and be aware…then take another moment to breathe and be even more aware;  especially of those everyday random experiences…and when you do; you may find yourself in a world of new discoveries…

Then, breathe again and take that amazing awareness into your lungs and into your physical being…breathe again and breathe in the wonder that is happening to you and to each of us every moment of everyday….

Random Experiences anyone???

FURTHER REFLECTION

FURTHER REFLECTION-

This is a follow-up of my most recent blog-post “Connection and Reflection”.  It is with hesitance that I write this, and with courage I will post it.  In the previous post I discussed my thoughts surrounding an incident outside my house around 8:00 on the evening of 1-11-2012.  Around 11:30 and throughout the night I was doing sound and energy healing for those involved in the incident, and also was inspired to do a meditation.  I actually thought I was working on something I might be able to record at sometime. As with many things we are often inspired to do things for reasons we are unaware, and I feel this was one of those occasions.

Now let’s fast forward to Monday, 1-16-2012.  I am perusing the news reports on my face book account and an article caught my attention about sounds being heard around the world.  For some reason there seemed to be a flurry of attention regarding this. .People were buzzing about the unexplained noises being heard around the world.  This was actually the first time this phenomenon was coming to my attention.  (I would also like to share that I feel some of the sounds have always been there, but now as the veils are thinning, people are becoming conscious of them.)

Now I’d like to take you back to 11-11-11.

Each year since 2008 I’ve done events for groups on 8-8-08, 9-9-09, 10-10-10 and I was attempting to put together a group to go to the Yucatan on 11-11-11 to open some of the ancient wisdom locked within the sacred site, which was now ready to be heard or available to us. I had been working with the sounds of the Mayan God/Goddess names since 1997 as I realized it was necessary to bring these particular phonics into the world’s consciousness, and now it was time to activate the rest of the information.  The trip did not transpire, but I realized I could do the work ethereally so a group of young people and I went to “The Top of the World” in San Carlos, CA, and did a ceremony on 11-11-11 at 11-11pm.  We toned the Mayan God/Goddess names, and then I did a meditation with sound. With the sound and meditation I sent energy out into the galaxies to open the gateways to the other dimensional realms to unleash the ancient wisdom waiting to be unlocked.   I am very aware I was not the only person working with the 11-11-11 vibration, and I also acknowledge that all that magic and attention by all the groups doing there ceremonies were also serving to supported the work we were doing.  I am also very aware that evening we made great strides in the opening of the galactic gateways, but again after that evening I didn’t put much thought to the work we had done.  To be honest I got caught up in the day to day process of living.  But hearing those sounds began to trigger my deeper awareness of the work we had been doing that night.

We are now again fast forwarding to 1-11-2012, the evening the event outside my window called me to action, inspired me to work on a meditation I thought I was working on to record.  So you can get a sense of it, I was doing the meditation with myself but it would take too much time to go into the details of the meditation but the long and the short of it was; I was opening centers in myself with colors and sound, and working specifically with the thymus.  The thymus, in my understanding is the gateway within us to “conscious” inter-dimensional travel and that gateway has been closed in most people from the time they reach the age of 2. For years I’ve been working with the thymus bowl, and was aware the work I was doing with the sound was to support the re-activation of the thymus and open the portals to individuals higher dimensions, but up until this evening I had only been scratching the surface, then again I have never done a meditation like this, nor was I ready for a meditation like this before now. When I activated the area of the thymus with the sound, my body began to vibrate at a speed I had never reached before.  I was amazed at the frequencies my voice was bringing through. It was more powerful than anything I had ever done to date, and my body’s reaction was not like anything I’d ever experienced, and to be honest I’m still processing the effects of the meditation.  In the meditation I was specifically opening the gateways to the other dimensions; opening the wisdom that they hold that I/we have not been ready for until now.  I can honestly say I was not aware nor did I fully comprehend the impact this meditation could have and did have until I was I was in the meditation.   I quickly realized that it would not be an appropriate meditation to do on a CD at this time, and I ended the meditation, with a tremendous amount of processing still to be done.

The day after I did the meditation I talked to my friend/roommate about it, and told her of the power of this meditation and sound work I’d done the night before.   She commented that although she had been sleeping she was conscious of something very powerful happening in her theta or alpha state and realized it must have been triggered by the sound from the meditation. We both decided to do the meditation again, only this time with her conscious participation to see if my initial experience and thoughts regarding this meditation were on course.

When we did the meditation it was powerful, yet I know that the sound did not have the intensity it had had the night before and I am not even sure I could duplicate that again, but after the meditation she agreed perhaps this was not the time for the masses to receive this work…even though the sounds had already been released to the ethers.. After the meditation she reported that during the meditation when we activated the thymus, a massive white “energy” light entered her chest area and connected to her crown, opening the crown more extensively than she had ever experienced before.   She has also told me the work is continuing to open gateways within herself in a way she has never experienced before, even through all the years she has been channeling which for her began as a child.  In the 30 years I’ve know her, she as always channeled information and was one of my early mentors.

Aside from telling some close friends about the meditation experience and processing it for myself, I didn’t give it much thought until the “strange sounds” from around the world was brought to my attention.

When I initially started reading these accounts and listening to the audio accounts of these sounds being heard around the world… I read them with interest, but still it did not connect. Some occurred before 11-11-2011, but many of them were heard after, and they seemed to have become more prevalent around 1-11-2012 and after.  After a day or two it dawned on me what was pulling at me.  The sounds, the sounds in some way were connected to the work I’d been doing, probably since I began, but more specifically since 11-11-11and beyond.

I finally paid attention to the coincidences that were being presented to me.

I have done a great deal of work with Gaia since I started toning and have consciously interacted with beings from other dimensions for some time.  After all it was the star beings that re-aligned  my DNA so that I would be able to bring through the frequencies that I presently tone.  It was the etheric beings who re-activated my ancient, inter galactic sounds in the “Kings” chamber of the great pyramid as people have seen in the picture that appears in my book, on my website and blog site; so when I made the calls to unlock the gateways to the wisdom ready to be opened and accessible to myself as well as the other beings here on the earth plane, why wouldn’t they respond and this is exactly what I feel they have done.  They listened and they are responding.

I feel these sounds have a power greater than we can imagine…more  profound than science can explain.  So please, keep your eyes, ears and heart open to all that is available for you to receive…and keep listening…

Here is the link:

http://theextinctionprotocol.wordpress.com/2012/01/17/what-are-they-mysterious-unexplained-noises-now-being-reported-across-the-globe/

Connection & Reflection

Connection and Reflection

I decided I needed to write and share my feelings.  It is the only way I know to process this.  Last night outside our window, we heard a series of gunshots.  My roommate asked me if those were shots coming from the you-tube I was watching.   It was not the you-tube, it was series of gunshots…outside our window…

My immediate reaction was to call the police, but my roommate said perhaps we shouldn’t because maybe we were wrong about what we heard… and then within minutes there seemed to be a man yelling and a woman screaming.   We then thought perhaps there was a domestic situation unfolding or continuing, and at that time we both decided to call the police.  

Let me tell you if you are having an emergency and are using a cell phone pray no one’s dying or seriously hurt because you first go to the highway patrol dispatcher..and they ask you what seems to be 20 questions and then you need to know enough to ask them to connect you to the police department in your city…all the while time is ticking, the yelling escalating and they are asking you questions…and you just want to say okay, no urgency here, just someone maybe dying.

Finally after what seems an eternity, but is probably 2-3 minutes I’m speaking to the local police dispatcher…and she informs me there have been other calls regarding this and police and ambulance are on the way…and all the while people are screaming and yelling and it seems to be intensifying. 

The dispatcher proceeded to ask me questions, and I’m responding, yet I did not actually see anything, I’m just hearing it, and within another 2 minutes I hear the sirens and there is a bevy of activity outside out window, but still the screaming and the yelling go on. 

I must admit, my curiosity was raging…I was alarmed and I had adrenal pumping through me. 

We were 50 plus yards away, but it was so close.  It was difficult to see what was happening from the window, but I wasn’t going out there when I knew a gun had been fired. We watched as a crowd gathered, the fire department came, the ambulance came, the police were blocking the area off with yellow tape, the fire engine left, the ambulance left and the police were still wondering around and still we did not know what truly happened.   I finally heard a woman talking on a cell phone saying he was shot right outside his apartment building, and they were not able to get a response…

That was the first time the true impact of the events hit me.  Someone had been shot… really shot…this was real, not a movie, but real life..   Through my sense of hearing I had witnessed a crime, a shooting.  Someone could be dead…just like that…gone..

My friend and I discussed gun control and then she left to go to bed, and I was left to ponder the events of the last 2-3 hours on my own. 

I know an aspect of me felt numb, as if in shock, another part of me felt the connection I have to the person who was shot as well as the person who did the shooting…and I was tormented on how do I come to terms with this.  It haunted me, and sleep did not come willingly…

I decided to find out if the person died or not, so I search the internet and discovered it was a 16 year old boy and he’d been shot multiple times and was in critical condition.  There was no report of an arrest and the police had no motive, so I have no idea what the screaming and yelling was all about, but I also felt a huge sense of remorse for not calling the minute we heard the shots.  I wondered if I could have done more.  I was dumbstruck with wonder as to what would cause someone to hurt another in such a way…to shoot, maim or kill someone…what would be in the heart of someone that did that. 

I had to pull myself back to an understanding that there are reasons for things I cannot see or know.  Although in my ego-self I felt it was madness, I somehow knew I did not have all the answers, nor did I have all the information…I wanted to blame someone, but in some way I guess the blame sits within each of us.  I wanted to know how I could change things…and I realized I can only go about changing myself.

I ended up doing a sound healing for the wounded spirit of both the person shot and the person who did the shooting.  I spent the night working on a meditation I might be able to record that would support the spirit of others.  

Although I wasn’t wounded I understood my connection to the wounded one and the perpetrator, and I felt a moment of sorrow, and then reflection…

Blessings….and thank you for letting me share.

Mary Electra

What Is Real

For several months I have not had a television to watch, and I’ve been listening to the radio.  At night I listen and fall asleep to Coast to Coast and in the morning I wake up with Brian, and the station moves into the conservative or right-wing point of view.  In one way it offers various points of view,and in another way it is quite surreal.

Last night the Coast to Coast show was speaking about the banking institute and the Federal Reserve, the corporate facility that controls the money and the
corruption that lies within, and this morning I wake up to Brian and his point
of view regarding the anarchy of the Occupy movement which is making a
statement about corrupt corporations.

Truth be told, I tend to lean towards the view points of the conspiracy
consciousness.  I see the value of people finally waking up and making a statement.  I am not so fond of the violence that has been associated with the
movement, therefore I feel the statement the Occupy movement is making needs to be so clear and concise, that it would be difficult to misconstrue.  I am also jaded enough to believe the people disrupting the movement in a negative way may be the “big boys” attempting to discredit the movement.

However, having said that, I understand anyone can skew the facts to their point of view.  According to “Brian” The Occupy movement is anarchy, which essentially means absence of government. Yet from my perspective people seem to be basically attempting to exercise their constitutional rights.

In my observation whenever a group of individuals express a point of view unpopular to the “corporate” view it is expressed in a negative way and in this case it is being compared to anarchy, yet again from my observation, corporations, including the Federal Reserve, and the Great United States of America have been self focused, and operating with the absence of constitutional consideration for some time.  So perhaps this could be construed as the absence of government, if the constitution is the basis of our government.

Again, it is interesting to me that the facts can always be skewed to anyone’s point of view.

When I listen to Brian, I can almost feel the fear in his voice, some kind of energy
that this Occupy movement is growing, no matter how much he protests, no matter how hard he works at dissuading  the masses, the movement is growing, the masses are waking up, and he is losing his power to persuade.

It is as if Brian is an archetype of our media in general.

Are the 1 percent or 10 percent of the wealth losing their foothold on the populous?  Are people waking up?  If they are waking up, will they act in the
highest and best interest of the masses? Can we stay calm while riding within the wave of the frenzy?

Stay tuned…11-11-11 is here, and the gateways are open…consciousness is shifting…so hold on… this is an E-ticket ride…

Dear Me-God

Years ago I wrote a letter to myself and God…it was a committment letter, then it became a piece on my HomeComing to Spirit CD…Now its a you-tube.

I want to thank David Kobza for helping with the you-tube. He spent time and energy that he had little of since he has a life of his own.  I so appreciate your time and energy to help me with this.

Check it out:

Readers, there has been request for the words..so here they are:

Words received in loving grace 2-15-97 by Mary

Dear ME-God

I have often not honored you, my beloved
Spirit. I have often lived by other people’s choices, rules, and beliefs that
have not always been of my essential truth. As I write this letter I am
reminded that all things have been to serve me— even in a misguided fashion or
at least in my perception, a misguided fashion. I have not always loved myself,
or my potential. I have forsaken me for the sake of others. I have judged
others without seeing the reflection they offer me. I judge my feelings,
categorizing them into good or bad. I have fallen hopelessly into self-pity and
self-aggrandizement. I have forgotten, I AM SPIRIT. I forget I AM a pure
reflection of the God-essence. I am not always still, to feel my presence or my
spirit. I have judged others, and in that judgment I have judged myself. I have
forgotten to breathe and to know the life within me. I have tried to control
events through my limited pictures, when I am just as able to open my heart to
the knowing that all things are as they are meant to be and that my highest
purpose is always being served. I have turned desire into possession, and have
lost the understanding of detachment. I have cursed God- cursed myself for
having to endure the pain and injustice at the thought of being alone—as I
denied my oneness, my connectedness, my wholeness as I am. I have denied the
divine within me, and in doing that the divine in all others. I have allowed
myself to be guided with one eye, or one “i” without realizing I AM ONE WITH ALL. I have shortchanged myself by being defended and guarded and blocked by my limitations. I choose to awaken to my wholeness now and forever. To be present with myself. To be in my truth – experience my feelings- release any and all beliefs that no longer serve my higher purpose. Walk each and every moment with the knowing that I AM SPIRIT. I AM SPIRIT, PURE, CLEAR, BEAUTIFUL, STRONG…I AM SPIRIT…I AM FILLED WITH AND THE FULL EXPRESSION OF DIVINE LOVE. I promise to be gracious with myself, accepting of myself, compassionate with myself. I promise to always look to see what is being reflected to me, and I commit to reflect my higher self to others. I commit to draw to me the appropriate opportunities and relationships that will serve my higher self. I commit to walking my path in trust and surrender and with the absolute knowing that I am safe and connected at all times, and with “the knowing” nothing less than my higher self is being served each moment of every day.

Love ME

Opportunity of Love

Opportunity of Love.